a firely passion
a guilt carved in every bone
there's no escape
yet the exits two fet aay
the temptation
the power of gravity
let go
be fee
set out into the unknown
the great abyss
bust open that door
and don't forget to look back
don't start fresh
remember your past
learn from your tears
draw strength from your pain
alone you may fall
together you will crumble
alone... you will walk again...
with friends along each side
don't give up
don't give in
be strong
and fall . . . alone . . . .
If you're lost in your own head
Who's gunna help you outta bed?
To start your fuckin life everyday
Keep you from drowning in the bay
And what's the point of life?
When all you think about is a knife...
When you can't pull up your sleeves
Or wear short tees
Because you need to cover
In fear your friends will discover
Your scabbed up wrists
With all their bloody bliss....
For they are new and red
Showing you want to be dead
From last nights thoughts
Where everything rots
And you feel alone
Wanting to see blood and bone....
All because of a guy........
Who said he'd never lie.......
And would kiss your neck
While standing on
* * *
i'm enjoying this night
under the soft moonlight
with your arm around me
while i feel your heart be
the pulse of this relationship
now i can feel your hands on my hip
where are you going with this?
will it stay a kiss?
...or be something more
we haven't done before
that will change our lives
and make us thrive....
* * *
o dear it is something more
what is he looking for?
looks like his first time too
awwwww.... the stars so bright, the night so blue
* * *
now the sea brings morning
and this night was far from boring
for us who've experienced more
on this blanketed beach floor
making a clow
i cant seem to get it through to you
that i do
want to live my life
adn im not gunna give up and grab a knife
so dont worry too much when im sad
cause it wont end bad
i know what i may do and say
might scare you that day
but at worst i'll go to sleep
without a peep
with new scars and fresh blood
like a baby rose bud
and remember cuts are healing
if i keep them from revealing
to all my friends
who always lend
a helping hand
when im feeling pale and bland
so just be there when i need you and please tenderly comfort me too
for im only feeling depressed
with the same old lonelyness
and in a mess
so i must confess
ive broken
where are my scissors?
im lost and alone at the moment
and in need of my scissors
dont worry i'lll know when to stop
and not to go to far
but what's too far?
was too far the night after the bar?
with you in your car?
or the night my parents and i had a fight
and i had my first light
with my friends at a party
or when i drank hardy
and cant quite remember
that night in devember
where you keep saying we had fun
and that i was the only one
but not anymore
cause evidentally you got bored
which brings me to my problem today
such a beautiful day in May
where im stuck in my room waiting for the boom
of you at my door
to help me
truthfully, i have no clue what to say . . .
. a poem to write .
.to write in a day.
a thought in mind.
What can i say?
...i cant get you out of my head...
. . .every moment treasured. . .
. . .every memory stored. . .
.a thought in mind.
.i can endure.
you're in my dreams
& in my heart
when we . kiss .
when we . . touch . .
i . . .s h u d d e r . . .
my vision ( ( blurrs ) )
my breath ( (( studders )) )
my heart . . . it f a u l t e r s . . .
my dreams " 'iGnitE' "
! ! a B l a Z e ! ! our world
at the turning point
of happineess and despair
the elegant kiss
of hidden feelings
or taunting temtations
long hugs of old
grounds crumbling beneath
feet dug into sand
grasping for life
sight of lies
eyes of pain
black holes of hell
motherly instinct
getting by can be easy
keeping confidence
unbearable
hidden tears
alive at sea
drowning in my fears
pushing you away
why wont you rescue me
i guess ill learn
grow up
suck up
live up
to what everyone expects
but im me
and thats all i can be
do u ever feel empty
just empty
where you neither feel sad nor happy
where you cant shed a tear even if you wish to
where you dont feel pain, you cant
you cant get relaxed
your always stressed of the nothings
you think its a dream
but life stays the same
where every breathe seems to sink your chest
and send chills up your spine
do you ever feel empty?...
i feel that way
and have been for quite some time
i want it to go away
nothings wrong i guess
idk
i wanna laugh so hard i cry
i wanna be able to just fit in with friends again
to not feel so awkward
like somethings wrong with me
like im diseased or something
so this is w
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