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truthfully, i have no clue what to say .   .    .       . a poem to write .  .to write in a day. a thought in mind. What can i say? ...i cant get you out of my head... . . .every moment treasured. . .                                           . . .every memory stored. . . .a thought in mind.               .i can endure. you're in my dreams   & in my heart  when we    . kiss .     when we      . . touch . .  i    . . .s h u d d e r . . . my vision   ( ( blurrs ) )     my breath    ( (( studders )) ) my heart .  .    .  it    f a u l t e r s .   .     .     my dreams   " 'iGnitE' " ! !  a B l a Z e  ! !   our world

at the turning point of happineess and despair the elegant kiss of hidden feelings or taunting temtations long hugs of old grounds crumbling beneath feet dug into sand grasping for life sight of lies eyes of pain black holes of hell motherly instinct getting by can be easy keeping confidence unbearable hidden tears alive at sea drowning in my fears pushing you away why wont you rescue me i guess ill learn grow up suck up live up to what everyone expects but im me and thats all i can be

do u ever feel empty just empty where you neither feel sad nor happy where you cant shed a tear even if you wish to where you dont feel pain, you cant you cant get relaxed your always stressed of the nothings you think its a dream but life stays the same where every breathe seems to sink your chest and send chills up your spine do you ever feel empty?... i feel that way and have been for quite some time i want it to go away nothings wrong i guess idk i wanna laugh so hard i cry i wanna be able to just fit in with friends again to not feel so awkward like somethings wrong with me like im diseased or something so this is w